Macroeconomics is boring me to death.

When I'd rather be playing FFXI right about now... I'm stuck writing a paper on Southwest Airlines and their relation to the Consumer Price Index, an industry overview, and their SWOTT (strengths, weaknesses, opportunities, threats, and trends). Argh. Hopefully I can finish my paper in about 2 hours so I can get my Black Mage to 37 for the third time in my life. Mikaela, Rooyoka, and now Chelle. I wonder why I keep going back to White Mage and Red Mage... that is a constant in my life, I never try anything new. I love WHM and RDM, don't get me wrong, but wtf is wrong with me lol.

Weird Dream

I had a dream last night. I can recall sneaking behind my ex-boyfriend's back to be with another guy and it took place in Washington. However, I wasn't doing anything with this other guy but hanging out. For the life of me I can't recall the dude's name or what he looks like. But halfway through my day today I recall the dream and I remember kissing this stranger on his cheek. The feeling I got when I remembered this was bliss and happiness. This shocked me, who was this man I was dreaming about and why? My husband had NO part in this dream, unless he was the guy I was in love with. I have no idea, but the guy didn't look anything like my husband. But the feelings I had for this guy in my dream were the same feelings I had for my husband waaaay before he was my husband. So maybe it was reminiscent of that? Perhaps.

I can't figure out why I had this dream. Since I've left Washington I've had numerous strange dreams about my ex-boyfriend, his parents, and the house I used to live in. These were weird dreams that have nothing to do with anything. Anyways, I hope I stop having these dreams because I don't think about him, ever... and for me to just randomly dream about him or the house I used to live in up there is just whacky.

Good music.

I was randomly surfing through some music today and came across a musician named Hamilton Lee.

I love her music.

Procrastination at it's finest!

Why I procrastinate when it comes to writing an academic paper, the world may never know.

I wish I knew why I procrastinate, I would try to stop!

This is a disease.

My dog ate my homework!

I have yet to figure out why people lie to make excuses as to why they did not complete a task. I've had past and current coworkers like that and also past college learning teammates.

My current coworker, Ron, whenever called out on something he did wrong immediately blames somebody else for his actions. "Ron, why didn't you do this?" "Oh because so and so was on the phone and they were supposed to do it." "But Ron, that makes no sense, your initials are next to this!" He is a nice guy, don't get me wrong, but he can't handle anything being HIS fault, ever. He was 5 minutes late swiping in one day and blames somebody on the other side of the door. Strange.

My past teammate from a class I had was insane with her excuses. We had a team paper do every week and I swear she had an excuse 4 weeks in a row as to why she either turned her part in a day late OR didn't turn it in at all. For the first paper, she made the team late by one day, she said, "I had to make an emergency trip across town." The second week she made us late again, "My computer crashed so I will try to use my friend's computer, but oh wait, her Microsoft word isn't working!" Third week she didn't turn her portion in at all, "I had a seizure so I was in the ER all day." Forth time she didn't turn in anything either, "I was waiting for everybody's portion, then fell asleep watching the Superbowl." NICE! She was a keeper.

People, stop making excuses and start taking responsibility for your actions! I mean, if you're an avid procrastinator, then admit it! Don't try to make people believe some crazy ass lie.

Thankful

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and I've never given much thought to what I am actually thankful for...

I am thankful for:

My family: Mom, Matt, Ryan, DeAnna, Conrad, Dylan, Gage, Nick, Todd, Aubrey, Gary and McKenzie.

My fiance' Josh.

My close friends: Shelby, Vanessa, Julie and Erika.

My other friends that I wish I was closer with: Holly, Charis, Chesed and Danielle.

My sight, sound, taste, touch, and feel.

My job.

My car.

The roof over my head.

Jesus dying for my sins.